Tuesday, January 12, 2016


turning 20 doesn't prove that you are wiser , because age doesn't count maturity , experience does . i tend to forget that life has taught me so much , though i kinda still have many to learn , but i've had enough . the most painful experience were those that makes me stronger , when you can smile to those who've hurt you , it means you have fully move on . i dont regret the past , never . im thankful .

Sunday, September 27, 2015

i'll delete this , soon .

maybe , i should just wait for my so called 'prince charming' to come and say 'i love you , just the way you are' and stay by me no matter what , which now i sound like im dreaming but naaaahhh , semua orang berangan ceh . hahahah , just saying . i do look around , which in simple word is 'usha' , hahahah tapi to have that real special one is something i dont think i able to do , AGAIN . after what i have been through (which i dont want to rake up old stories , those are just nightmares that i dont even want to remember , at all) , just making it even harder to start all over again . tapi dah berazam masuk uni nak cari , tapi masalah sekarang is , org tak pandang pun sbb they got plenty to choose , ramai yg lagi cantik *nangis* hahahah . oh sorry , ni lah jadi bila im writing malam malam cenggini , all the emotions mixed up hahahah . goodnight .

Sunday, September 20, 2015


some people are meant to be and some are meant to come and go . high hopes will give the most pain . so dont hope . lol . and maybe between 'ee' and 'i' can give a huge different , who knows :p


i hate the fact that i will always compare what i have now with what i had before . that just making me greedy for better . and never grateful . dush .

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

oohh ~

I've started my degree already and kinda so happy since I got my first choice ! Alhamdulillah . luckily , those days of struggling paid off even though i don't struggle that much which i know i could do even better . but meh , what i have now is enough . i am not interested in medical doctor that much since i kinda interested in psychiatric only . so being psychologist (insyaAllah) is another option i guess even though their work field is different . and all i know is , as life goes on , its getting more interesting ! who knows jumpa jodoh ke , hahahahah ~

Monday, July 27, 2015

because i cannot assure what comes tomorrow , i better be grateful for what i have today (;
have a nice day peeps !

Wednesday, June 3, 2015


Glad to have this wonderful friend , though dulu kau annoying but as time flies , i believe you've become a man now , ihik (;  I'm glad that our friendship still the same , thank you for being such amazing friend .

Sunday, April 12, 2015

There isnt a thing you couldnt do . All you need is , to believe in yourself .